Thoughts on my Living Funeral List

During this recent break, I made a list of people who i would like to attend, if I was in fact dying, a living funeral. Just some people who i would like to either clear the air with, or just some people i love and want to spend my last days with. I thought about my family. At first i was like "let me invite all of them because who ever i don't invite will feel bad", but then i was like fuck it. I'm about to die i should invite only people i want to be there. So i invited my close family and only my closest friends who have been there for me and who i can talk to. As i was making the list i kept stopping after each person and just thought about memories i had with them. it really made me think about who was my real friends.